Today at work was not really like going to work as i am not in the mood for work. Too bored with work i guess and as usual, i need something new in life, else i will be so depressed and dull. I need to get something new in life to move forward in life. Perhaps this would be the biggest push for me to resume blogging about my life and hope this blog would not end up as a complain site after all.
Wake up as usual-lazy, tired and dreadful to get to work. Eventually end up in office having the slight stiff neck that was going on for about a week. Gosh. Planned to get off work early and get my neck fixed up. Guess got to ask for the green light from Chee Lung before leaving. But it is good, as i am kind of not feeling like working today. Haha...
When i reach office, guess what? Got the quick summary of the mini gathering meeting that just took place. It seems that the maximum quota have been reached. What quota? Quota for the number of staff that have been set earlier. What this means? Means no more conversion of TPC to fulltime staff. What this means to me? No chance for me for the straight conversion, at most will only be able to be converted to contract staff. Difference is, one with X amount of years of service where one will only be limited to one whole freaking year.
Call this bad luck or what, why must it be near my turn it happens. But guess it is even worst for Sarah. Why? Was already preparing for the big day, but was turn down like that and on top of that, some other people who came in the same time, they already converted to what they call the 'job too good to be let go off' but seems our chance ran out on us. Adding on, perhaps the dissapointment that is taking place now. Gosh. What can we do? Don't think we can demand much. Anyhow, we did do our best and work our ass out for the team, but end up like this call me frustrated out or what. Just dissapointed i guess but there is nothing much that i can do. But perhaps i will try something since we know of this news. Guess will try to get a new job if my lucky star is still shining. Wish me luck then :-)
The next bad news is that the support for Phase 1B might be extended like how i am on extended service now but i am not really looking forward to extend the extended support. Should the support really need to be extended due to the 'overwhelming' demand, guess i would not be in this time as i can feel that i am totally burn out and tired out of this lousy life that i am living now, away from parent, away from friends and away from loved ones. What could be worst than having to live life without loved ones?
One interesting that i look up to would be the World Vision, Sponsor a Child Programme. Currently looking at those countries where Malaysia is having their project on, but seems like currently only available for Thailand and Indonesia. Call me bad ass or what but don't seems to be interested with these two locations. Why? Cause they fight among themselves and live a life full of ruckus and fighting. Guess this kills my mood for helping, not to discriminate them, but just that sometimes we would do things for a cause and the cause must be worthy to the person who is lending the helping hand.
I am currently looking into countries like Mongolia or Myanmar. Perhaps most of my interest lies in these two countries as they live more peacefully together. Will try to contact the organisation to see if there is any child in need of help. Lets see how it goes but i am keen on this. Had words with Sarah, she is also quite keen on this. Perhaps we can both share to sponsor a child so that the burden is not that heavy per month basis...
Gosh, its already late now and i will soon crash into my bed for a good night sleep and a good rest for my neck. Until then, adios.
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