"The universe is essentially fair and just. If you are giving out care and affection, good things will come back to you, though not necessarily when or from where you expect"
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Another long day
Cold due to me sitting under the blowing aircond, projecting cold air and directed at my seat.
Sleepy due to just after lunch time and ate quite full also and since it is cooling from where i am sitting.
Tired due to that i have been working since last thursday, throughout the weekends.
Yesterday i gave tuition to the 3 girls at the home, it is kind of hard to work with the 3 of them simultaneously as some of them demand for attention at the same time, as i am only alone. Sigh, wanted to help them out on their studies as much as i could, but it is kind of hard for the duration that i am there, especially when their studies is lacking behind. But after giving them the tuition, i can feel the satisfaction in myself, not that they learned a lot and has become brighter, just that i manage to be of a helping hand and i did tried my best to help them out on their studies. I realize it could be hard for me to achieve what i dream for them or at least to go through of how i would describe my time back in Primary Six was like, but guess it is only this much that i could help them in studies, perhaps as in term of a friend, i could help them out in life after all so that they don't feel isolated? Perhaps...
Looking forward to go home and rest more under my comfy blanket, on my lovely bed :)
Saturday, March 22, 2008
RTO Paintball @ Extreme Park
Time: 4.30 - 5.30pm
Venue: Sunway, Extreme Park
Price to pay: FULL amount of RM60 + RM24 = RM84/person
Who is up for a Team Building Event? How does Paintball sounds? Great? You are in? Wow, lets all play Paintball as the Q1 of 2008 Team Building Event !!!
Haha, that was what attracted me, not that it is free but just the thought of joining the guys and gals of RTO for a game of Paintball would be of great fun and pleasure to be playing alongside with them. YES, i am in. No way i will not be a part of it. But something came to my mind, noted that according to the company's policy that the team building event is bear by individual and the company only bear the portion for MAKAN and MINUM and most of all, TRANSPORTATION. Hmm... this is new to me, not that i am SHOCKED that the generousy for paying for the food and drinks along with the transportation fees. Perhaps the next time, no one would ever turn up or each one would come out with 1001 reasons to say NO, i can't make it, who and who is sick and who and who is busy or etc.
First time i hear that, guys if you want to build up your team spirit, coz lets go on a Dutch game, i would be on the floor laughing. Call me STUPID, but hell not that a responsibility of the manager or the company to ensure team work as a team and team achieves the goals and not of the case where each team mate is poking each others back side? Weird... Would you agree with me?
Other than the part where we were going Dutch, the game was fun. We get to shoot, not chicken but life stock, life human running around and not just aiming board. We played 3 games all together. First round, after finishing the game of 5-8 min, i was about to puke and short of breath. Why? Perhaps due to i am anxious at the game, the adrenalin and also the facemask is kind of suffocating causing shortness of breath. But luckily i did not collapse as that would be so embarrasing :) Anyhow, we lost the first game as we were not used to the strategy and also placement but at the second and third game, we were good at what we are there for, to play hard and win hard though some of us do suffer so lost where some end up going home with bruises or a 'curry chicken' courtesy of the paintball :)
Great game with the team, and my team won the game by 2-1. Bravo to my teammates and much more can be achieve if we work as a team :) Later we proceed to dinner, where the details of identifying the venue would not be revealed in order not to make someone look bad and not to tell other people how things could go in some unexpected way :P
Saturday, March 15, 2008
My Saturday - Not the same as before
Later did some gossips before starting on the task. Meanwhile waiting for the formatting to complete we open a bottle of wine and shared between the 3 of us while waiting for the late comer to come. Then after completing the task, i went over to Leisure Mall for a walk and also to buy a new phone. Hehe...temptation and at last i bought the Nokia 2600 Classic. Haha, got it with RM380 as an original version. Need it as the current phone loaned by my boss is giving problem, where it disconnects after some interval and this is really frustrating to me and also to whom i have been on the phone with me. So lastly, decided to get it and come to think of it, i currently own about 4 mobile numbers, 2 by Maxis (Hotlink), 1 by Celcom and 1 by Happy. Each mobile number has its own use :)
But today end up quite lonely wandering around the shopping mall and also on streets. Why? Hmm, perhaps being lonely for these while is bothering me as work also a little busy and uncertain also. But adjustment need to be made in most situation, especially when entering into a new job. Lonely is cause some of my friends are not around this weekend, some most of my time are spend for myself to rest and also to spare some time with my parents as i realize, it has been a while since i really spend some quality time with them ever since i started my new job as my current job requires me to work on the weekend also, not complaining but just making the differentials between before and now.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Meaningful Thought...
Family
Family would be the first and most essential love or relationship of all to each of us. Why? Like the Chinese saying, we don't break out of rock, so we all would have parents which is also known as our parents. In general, our parents aka family would be the first person we meet and also to care for us in this world since our birth. Therefore the Family is the most essential and also valuable to us before achieving the love of Friend and Love. With Family love, we would be able to receive support and care from then as we progress thru the path of childhood, from the age of 1 and above. Family love is not only available during the young days, but also throughout the rest of our life. Why? As all parents would behave, their child is forever their child regardless of what age their child have achieved and they would always have the love of their family. Most of all, they would be willing to support and care no matter what situation that he/she encounter. Isn't the Family love being wonderful of all where it starts from the moment we are born until the end of our journey of life.
For me, i am blessed with a good family members, being supportive and helpful at most time. I once thought why my parents were being so strict with me previously and also care for me so much all the time. But now as i grew elder, i have understand the need of this and also know that if without what my parents have done previously, it would be hard to be whom i am now. Thanks daddy, mummy and all :)
P/s: The above is on a general basis where the child lives and being with their family and not of those on special cases where either the parents not with the kid or those kids that live under broken family where not able to receive the full of Family love.
Friend
Friends would be the most common in life unless if we choose not to befriend with anyone. If we open out our heart to those around us, it will be easy for us make friends, but regardless if the friend is out of pure heart of not, but that really depends on how to make sure that friendship is of pure and both mean for the best of the friendship. Friends would be the one that we spend most of our time in life, either we call it as school friends, college friends, university friends, working colleague/friends and other individual we meet throughout the way. Friend will be the one whom we share secrets, problem, spend time, hanging out together, doing some crazy things while being young and etc. Without the love of friends, our life would be so boring and rather dull, also when we need someone to be by our side, either to support us or help us in any way, then if without them it would be something regretful in life as we live the life in emptiness, without friends to be part of our life.
My bunch of friends that i have developed throughout the years, i have no complaints with them. They are great friends and i do admit that some of them i have lost contact and also some have got distance as we get busy with our daily life or distance grew between us, but i deeply remember those great time that we have shared in part of our life together, as great pal or friends. I hope in the days and years to come, we would be able to reunite and catch up on old times and i do think i need to find the time to locate most of you :)
Love
Having said about family and friends, i would have to reach Love finally. Love, it is so magical yet best thing that could ever happen. Why magical? As we would never have been lovers if we were never been Friends and after we been Friends, we could then proceed on to Love each other as a special one in our life time. What happens after Love? Then he/she would be Family, the Family of his/her in their life. See how the family of one got extended, also extended would be the friends of life for both he and she. See the magical of it? Not only that, having said about the magical part of what i have mentioned just now, imagine having found someone whom you truly love and care(from both sides), isn't that magical? Our love that we find to be the eternal, might not be the first love or the second, it might be the third, ten or more as the journey to look for someone compatible and suitable, that is never easy so that both can build a life of their own. Having the loved ones, then we would be able to rely more to them for most of the things that happen in our daily life, not that we need their help to solve each and every issue identified or to do each things together, but having someone to share some stories, jokes, happenings, laughter, sadness, grieve and etc is always blessful as we need not go through all those alone. I admit that we can always share that with friends, but do remember that friends might not be available 24x7 but hopefully our love one could be avaiable more than that :P
For my case, i have found my love :) Though it took quite some journey and time consuming also it does gave me the bad names at some time as some may have perceived me as player, where i like to play about, flirt here and there. Yes i agree that i flirt, who doesn't flirt being with great individuals? So that we gain acknowledgement and so that they take notice of our existance. I don't really want to walk past someone and that person never took notice of me, no i don't want to be that. So most of the time, while being friendly some may perceive it as flirting. Sigh, can't change how some people may perceive some things of a gesture of friendliness as flirtatious. But to heck with their view or belief, i know what i am doing :) and i know i am not what they perceive me as. Everytime i get know to anyone or a friend, i am being true to them and not with that intention of - I am going to tackle that girl and etc... I am happy being with my loved one now and great that i have found her :) I love her much :D
Hmm...guess that is what i have to say now, if there is more to be said after this where i remember more, i would certainly add it in :) Sigh, a little tired already after blogging so long, let me listen to some music to relax a bit :) Cheers, and may all have the best one deserve for Family, Friends and LOVE !!!
What a tiring day ...
Yesterday, i off work earlier as yesterday i was on shift, last day so should off by 4pm. But on that day, i still have to rush to Cyberjaya to Scopetel to pick up the 2 servers that we have placed it there previously. We were a bit late as we (me and Razmi) were having some training with Ee Vern and doing some practical. After the practical, we rush to the Scopetel and then back to office. At first was arranging to have a group dinner, me, Ee Vern and Winnie but lastly called off as Winnie needs to meet up with some designer for some artwork issue. So only left me and Ee Vern to have dinner. We have some chat for some time before i send her back to office while i proceed on to the Rumah Sayangan for tuition.
I was kind of tired, but this is something meaningful, so i took a deep breath and then walked into the house. Only i notice that the other two gals, Cindy and Angeline have followed Susan to Seremban, hence i was only left with Ruby. She played up as she was the only one that had to undergo tutorial and did complain quite some time before i manage to get her to focus a bit to do some of the work that i have prepared.
After one hour plus, i decided to call it a day so i took my way out and back home i went. After giving tuition to her, i felt quite relief and contented as i have the chance to help out those needy. Perhaps i would be going for one of the charity dinner held by the committee of the shelter homes to aid one of the home that just lost one of the founder where they are left without any directions and also lack of aids. I might be going with her to the dinner :)
Sunday, March 9, 2008
12th General Election year 2008
This could be the greatest change in Malaysia history where opposition would have more saying power within the parliament and also in the political. Let us see how great things can be but it seems that it might not be easy for the opposition to share things/power out among them. May our country prosper further with the new change.