I am back, but not all

I am finally back to kay elle however i am not in my best shape. Been having the cold and sorethroat even few days before i was 'release' from the rig and this afternoon went to see doctor as i cant stand the coughing non stop even at night. I need the rest!

Now hoping to recover asap and spend some time to sort out my stuff that i didnt have time attending to for the past 4 weeks. Wish me luck :-)

So near yet so far

I am still about 5 hours from KL city or known as home. Curretnly now awaiting for my transit flight from KK to KL at about 3:30pm. Had some lunch, now waiting for time to past and also converting a concert for my Nokia 5800, so that i can have some in-flight entertaintment later for the duration of 2hrs 25min.

Been so long i travel offshore this time, normally was just at most about 2 weeks, this trip is nearing one whole hitch for those other offshore guys whereby they normally do 28 days and in this trip, i clock in 25 days myself. During this duration of 25 days, i was on standby, merely with things to do and daily was just awaiting for time to past and the next day to come. I feel pretty much dumb for being needed to standby and those eyes of others who are there. They kind of looking down on us for doing nothing there, just eat and sleep for long duration, but do they know what we or i would say myself not that kind of person to get money just like that? I am not, and i dont enjoy that kind of life, but i have no choice to start with, so there i was for 25 days!

Now, when i get back i hope to get some rest and also spend time with family while awaiting for the photo shoot in the coming month where i hope i would be further practise my skills and also do some nice shots for some lovely couple :-)

Kay Elle, wait for me i am rushing back ASAP...

Waiting...still waiting...

Every morning i wake up with a similar thought in my head; when can i go back? This thought has been running for the past 1 week already. This is because i was originally supposingly to stay for like 2 weeks, but now already the 3rd week and going towards the 4th week and i am still stuck here, not knowing when will be my turn to leave the rig. This feeling, is not what i can endure for much longer. So much stress in waiting for something to happen and i can do shit about it. All i can is to wait for someone else to settle their shit, so that i can go. What kind of nonsense is this. Sigh... Hope my dreams will come true soon, to be able to go and back to my hometown, KL as soon as possible. Guess i am home sick already... on top of nothing to do for the past 3 weeks plus!

Cravings...

Not only ladies out there have cravings, even i do. What am i cravings for? Local food in KL which includes porky foods, mee, mamak food and etc... Soon i will have my hands on it to fulfill my poor stomach which has been deprived for about 3 weeks.

What else i will be doing when i reach back to kl?

1. Clubbing - I need some night life - probably go to a club with some friends or so...
2. Eat all the food that i longed for...
3. Spend time with my loved ones - family, sarah, friends, jack-jack, meeko and etc...
4. Get some thrill on the KL night roads - be damm with the drive slow, drive with my heart and feelings...
5. SHOP, SHOP, SHOP!!!
6. 3D - A Christmas Carol
7. Photography shoot out :-) Been so long since i was with E-3 :-)
8. Not to forget, my alcoholic drinks back home!!! Lets have a party :-)
9. Sushi with my friends...
10. Go with the flow of my heart :-) Get a life!!!

18++

Since 2 Nov 09 to date has been like 18 days that i am here in hte middle of the ocean. Still floating on good weather and also on bad weather, just having one aim which is to be around until they finish drilling this well. To ask me when can complete, i have got no firm answer as i ran out of answers to myself, all i am doing now is go with the flow. Why? Cause it is kind of dissapointing to me and those who wants me back in town by giving them false hope. So rather not giving false hope, i better not give any definite answer as well. Just hope to be back to town asap, as there are lots that i need to do before year end, some of it would be consider life changing decisions...

Change...

As always, change is inevitable in life. In fact i am now looking for some changes in my life as well, perhaps been in this comfort zone too much already and has felt the boredom of it already, just too lazy to move away. Looking forward to better opportunity and also chance to bloom, rather than sulking and not acting over it time after time.

1 liter of tears...

Had this movie for quite sometime, but didnt have the opportunity to watch it yet, as most of the time i was thinking that there are some other movie to watch other than this known sad movie. As usual, human will always have the habit of turning to something happy rather than something sad, so this movie has been rescheduled to a later date.

However on this trip to offshore, i brought along the DVD for this drama, and i started watching it in 2 days. At last completed the 11 episode of the drama, which is filled with tears, sorrow, happiness, strength, courage, friendship and family bond. What a great movie, no wonder the diary of Aka was sold so many copies all around, not to make everyone know her story of how sad her life was, but to give inspiration to everyone out there; for those who are sick and not 'perfect', you have your life too, and should live to the fullest and also to fight fight fight until the end; for those who are not that 'perfect', you still have a life and you should life on with the shortcoming of life and not just waste life and let it be. You may do your part to contribute to the society and mostly, your own life!

Life is short, you may not know what will come tomorrow or the destiny sets upon you. However you may choose your life and decide how you want to live for today and the days ahead. Don't just leave it to fate and let it be, instead fight on and enjoy life at the same time enjoy love; love of friends who cared, love of someone special to us in life and love of family members whom will not desert us until the very last minute (in normal circumstances applicable though there are family members whom are selfish and live for the sake of themselves only).

I too will live life to the fullest, can't wait for me to be back in town @ KL. So much more to do, so much more to venture and live to move forward with! I will be back!!!

Damm the cruelity to DOGS!!!

Read the article from TheStar online, was so crossed that those assholes back in Pulau Ketam allowed and permitted those inhuman act of leaving the dogs to die slowly. They don't take responsibilities of facing the issue that they are facing and just resort to killing them cold blooded. Without seeing them starving and cold to death, they just think it is alright for them to do so?

Damm them and may they be rot to hell. I pledge will not go to Pulau Ketam until this inhuman act is put to stop, don't want to contribute to their financial there as they don't deserve a single cent. They should be fined as well, each and every family should be fined, probably about RM200 per family to resolve the issue by accumulating the large amount to help to get proper people in to resolve the issue.

Other than that, law should be upheld on the island, no illegal breeding and etc. Damm them, asshole!!! Imagine if we were to treat them that way, letting them suffer, die of hunger and cold and even when die, will just be left like that!!!

Offshore again

Currently i am at Miri, waiting for my time to go offshore to Teknik Berkat again. I was back on land for 3 days and off i go again. But the past 3 days, i really enjoyed myself in town; spend time with my family, Sarah, Jack and also got to do some window shopping and have some different kind of food in town.

Hmm... how i feel this time? I would say better as i have been there before and also know some of the people there, not so alien. But to come to think of 2 weeks there doing nothing, hmm, that might be the turn off coz boring, nothing much to do, i dont have much movies with me, internet connection gonna be scare and also not nice to use internet and chatting away while the others do their daily work right...

Can consider i got myself prepared, in the way where i prepare some stuff to eat to pamper myself, my 3G connection (hope it works like a charm at TB) and also my movies (not a lot, but hope it is enough to last me through) and some nice treats for the people up there.

Now i just hope to earn more money from this trip and use it on something that i treasure, probably treat my parents and also for my photography gears :-) What i miss most is the good time in KL and also Sarah. Didnt get to spend much time with her lately as i was busy in work, and she also has her studies to juggle. So hope by year end, i can spend some time with her, probably a short weekend trip to somewhere for our vacation.

Year end coming, so much excitement in me. Year end means Christmas is coming to town, liked the christmas spirit a lot, though i am not a christian, but beats it and i join in the fun :-) Also looking forward to vacation with Sarah, her parents and also with my parents. Just hope i can get enough leave for year end :-)

Okay, that's for all now. Hope to blog more when i am up there (if possible). Would like to extend my condolences to Kumar for the departure of his grandpa. May he rest in peace and may your family be strong throughout this emotional period. To all other people, i miss you guys!