Nanny 911

Not sure how many of you watch this series of Nanny 911. This is not the series long ago, named The Nanny. It is a story on how the family is falling apart with their kids getting out of control. Either being very naughty or rude towards their parents. The weird thing is that the parents were so helpless and did not enforce any discipline in the family. How come parents with the background of police or army personnel also fail to implement some discipline or at least some sense of respect in the family.

Gosh, once saw it really make me think... how useless the parents are. I understand that parents do love and care for the children, but there must be mutual respect and discipline should be taught even from tender age.

For those that have not seen this series, do enlighten yourself with the series.

P/s: I think i will not be like so, if i really do, probably i need to be strong to deter all those, else... ALL HELL BREAK LOSE...

What could be the best earning jobs with the fuel price hike?

Found an interesting article that was submitted by a reader to The Star newspaper recently. It goes as follow:

Profiteering from fuel hike is killing
IF the state of Kedah will receive RM16bil by way of revenue for logging the catchments how much is the contractor making?
How was the contractor chosen or did he approach the MB direct?
Sort of reminds me of the “tropical storm” that conveniently “took” all the decent trees and left the spindly ones and the ones at the resorts in the Desaru area a couple of years ago! Why is everything to do with vehicles based on cubic capacity (cc) when every schoolboy can tell you that nowadays a 2000cc car can deliver 300+ horsepower (EVO / Subaru etc) and a 3000cc >180hp
We are not living in the 50s when cc = hp! Rebate should be by type – obviously a family vehicle is not a sports car.
Why does the fuel increase raise the price of milk in JB by RM1 per container? One lorry of 20 tonnes = 20,000 litres = RM20,000 extra for transport.
One lorry may burn 200+ litres per trip of diesel = RM160 per trip extra. How? Why isn’t our Domestic Trade and Consumer Affairs Ministry doing something? The fuel hike really isn’t that big a deal, it had to happen, it's the profiteering that's killing!

SAPLING,Johor Baru.
(Source:http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/7/9/focus/21769505&sec=focus )

Great observation there by Sapling. I am wondering if our beloved minister is not wise enough to pick those up instead and needed public to voice out or show the maths calculation to him/her. Do he/she needs it or they have overlooked it?

If that is the case, why are we still sitting in office? Perhaps get a lorry and start sending or delivering milks from house to house, we might get a better salary instead, thanks to those big bro sitting in office talking about politics and forgot all about us, our life, our sufferings, our daily chores and etc. Perhaps when they remember us, they would just tell us, change is inevitable, there is nothing much you can do about it. You just have to follow your beloved leaders that you have choosen to lead you through the think and thin. So end of the day, they will just give us a pat on our shoulder, be brave and stand strong, we will make it through. You jus thave to change the way how you live daily life.

This is indeed another story all together but let me refer you to another blog that says it all. Read all about it here -> http://musingwithmarinamahathir.blogspot.com/2008/06/you-walk-talk-first.html

True and everlasting love... What a man can do for his wife...

This is one of the stories that was passed on to me from my friend and i find it worth sharing with everyone that i know.

A weird love story has come out of China recently and managed to touch the world. It is a story of a man and an older woman who ran off to live and love each other in peace for over half century.

Over 50 years ago, Liu, was a 19 years-old boy, fell in love with a 29 year-old widowed mother named Xu. At the time, it was unacceptable and immoral for a young man to love an older woman.
To avoid the market gossips, the couple decided to elope and lived in a cave in Jiangjin County in Southern ChongQing area.

In the beginning, they had nothing, no electricity or even food. They had to eat grass and roots they found in the mountain, and Liu made a kerosene lamp that they used to lighten up their lives.

Starting the second year of living in the mountain, Liu began, and continue for over 50 years, to hand carve the steps so that his wife could get down the mountain easily.

A half century later in 2001, a group of adventures were exploring the forest, they surprisingly found the elderly couple and the over 6,000 stairs of hand carved ladder.

“My parents loved each other so much, they have lived in seclusion for over 50 years and never been apart a single day.” Liu MingSheng, one of their seven children said, “He hand carved more than 6,000 steps over the years for my mother’s convenience, although she doesn’t go down the mountain that much.”

The couple had lived in peace for over 50 years until last week. Liu, now 72 years-old, returned from his daily farm work and collapsed. Xu sat and prayed with her husband as he passed away in her arms.

So in love with Xu, was Liu, that no one was able to release the grip he had on his wife’s hand even after he had passed away.

“You promised me you’ll take care of me, you’ll always be with me until the day I died, now you left before me, how am I going to live without you?” … …

Xu spent days softly repeating this sentence and touching her husband’s black coffin with tears rolling down her cheeks.

In 2006, their story had became one of the top 10 love stories from China, collected by the Chinese Women Weekly. The local government has decided to preserve the “love ladder” and the place they lived as a museum, so this love story can live forever.

Real life story of the couple as appear on TV:

The question that I am having now is that, how are we willing to go for our partner that we have now?

Yes Fuckers!!! Burn in Hell!!!

In echo to one of the blog that i read at the URL: http://www.fireangelism.com/2008/06/04/fuck-you-motherfucking-sonofbitches/

WHY ???

1) Sudden JUMP of Fuel price - giving and taking back all of a sudden = Buruk Siku
2) Only TAKE never GIVE, think RM625 enough? At least give back subsidise on FOOD stuff else, we will starve or our wallet will burn... and at the end of the day, PAY never RISE!!!
3) NEVER heard of grace period? After MIDNIGHT? FUCK, create havoc, rush, panick and unconvenience to all motorist. Been subsidizing for so many years, what is a day or two, to ease the motorist and not to create the long queue at the stations.

I think it is rationale to cut the subsidise in stages or within a year or two but it should be proper planned out. Do you see any plannings? Nope i didn't. Sitting on the rocky chair already, still want to shake shake? Fuck, wanna have a great fall like Humpty? Be wise, at least give us something sweet before giving us the poison... help out on other price hike (like chicken, rice, flour, BABI and etc) and also improve local public transport, at least make improvement and not just privatise it and ask them to go play far far...when things get fucked up, then take back... Farking stupid!!!

**Reality - Nothing is FREE forever !!!

Kids nowadays - Unbelieveable

Found this news reporting in the The Star newspaper online which caught my attention, also to other individuals as it was rated as most read news article. Sigh, what a news to read. Its about a female Form 5 student, who was molested and was photographed to pose naked and then the photos were distributed via mobile within Segamat, Johor. Sigh, such a case? How could this happened?

She was still studying, already engaged with a guy and even the guy also had a photo of her, posing naked in his mobile phone. Hmm, was wondering if he had it before they engaged or after. If before, then did he proposed to her since she had a nice figure or what? Haha.

Weird, but it is true. Sigh, how come the society is acting such now a days, especially kids in their studies years. What has the society become?

Link

~ Different types of person you meet in life ~

It is kind of weird if you were to think of the different types of person you meet in life throughout. It is too many types already to be listed but there will be pros and cons to any of the types of person or i would say, their personality. However, today i am much interested to write or have my say about one type of personality of person that i am about to write on would be Moodiness/Mood Swing.

I do know a few friend who is diagnose with such modiness or affected by daily mood swing. The mood could be changing rapidy within a day or within split seconds and normally it would be triggered by some outside factors or there could be just nothing, just a bad day or so. You have any of such friends?


My perception would be good for the individual for able to behaving according to his/her mood and also able to express himself/herself. But the down side of it would be that not each and every individual would be able to understand what he/she is going through or feelings. Perhaps, they themselves also not sure of what they are feeling or going through, most of the time, the moodiness is affected by emotions for the day and also the things/incidents that they have undergone wich reflected with their moods.


How to deal with them? Hmm... Its rather easy if you just know of the way. As there could never be a cure to that or the best possible solution to be applied, but generally, do not make things worst for them, its like poking a ballon with a needle; obviously causing the ballon to burst into thin air, leaving behind some useless rubber piece. Don't make things worst means less interaction when the bad mood is on the loose as when good mood turns in, you may have your freewill to do or say anything as the individual is in Boost Mode, where they would still be happy. But always bear in mind, some little things, either done or said could result or be a trigger to change positive mood to negative mood instantaneously, no questions asked !!!


Best of luck with this type of person in life :)

Meaningful Thought...

One of my friend blogged something meaningful to her blog the other day, its regarding relationship. The question goes like this "How do you perceive a relationship?" The content of the blog is related to Family, Friend and Love relationship. I find her post so right and meaningful where i would like to this opportunity to make a duplicate of her topic and to voice out my view as well.

Family
Family would be the first and most essential love or relationship of all to each of us. Why? Like the Chinese saying, we don't break out of rock, so we all would have parents which is also known as our parents. In general, our parents aka family would be the first person we meet and also to care for us in this world since our birth. Therefore the Family is the most essential and also valuable to us before achieving the love of Friend and Love. With Family love, we would be able to receive support and care from then as we progress thru the path of childhood, from the age of 1 and above. Family love is not only available during the young days, but also throughout the rest of our life. Why? As all parents would behave, their child is forever their child regardless of what age their child have achieved and they would always have the love of their family. Most of all, they would be willing to support and care no matter what situation that he/she encounter. Isn't the Family love being wonderful of all where it starts from the moment we are born until the end of our journey of life.

For me, i am blessed with a good family members, being supportive and helpful at most time. I once thought why my parents were being so strict with me previously and also care for me so much all the time. But now as i grew elder, i have understand the need of this and also know that if without what my parents have done previously, it would be hard to be whom i am now. Thanks daddy, mummy and all :)

P/s: The above is on a general basis where the child lives and being with their family and not of those on special cases where either the parents not with the kid or those kids that live under broken family where not able to receive the full of Family love.

Friend
Friends would be the most common in life unless if we choose not to befriend with anyone. If we open out our heart to those around us, it will be easy for us make friends, but regardless if the friend is out of pure heart of not, but that really depends on how to make sure that friendship is of pure and both mean for the best of the friendship. Friends would be the one that we spend most of our time in life, either we call it as school friends, college friends, university friends, working colleague/friends and other individual we meet throughout the way. Friend will be the one whom we share secrets, problem, spend time, hanging out together, doing some crazy things while being young and etc. Without the love of friends, our life would be so boring and rather dull, also when we need someone to be by our side, either to support us or help us in any way, then if without them it would be something regretful in life as we live the life in emptiness, without friends to be part of our life.

My bunch of friends that i have developed throughout the years, i have no complaints with them. They are great friends and i do admit that some of them i have lost contact and also some have got distance as we get busy with our daily life or distance grew between us, but i deeply remember those great time that we have shared in part of our life together, as great pal or friends. I hope in the days and years to come, we would be able to reunite and catch up on old times and i do think i need to find the time to locate most of you :)

Love
Having said about family and friends, i would have to reach Love finally. Love, it is so magical yet best thing that could ever happen. Why magical? As we would never have been lovers if we were never been Friends and after we been Friends, we could then proceed on to Love each other as a special one in our life time. What happens after Love? Then he/she would be Family, the Family of his/her in their life. See how the family of one got extended, also extended would be the friends of life for both he and she. See the magical of it? Not only that, having said about the magical part of what i have mentioned just now, imagine having found someone whom you truly love and care(from both sides), isn't that magical? Our love that we find to be the eternal, might not be the first love or the second, it might be the third, ten or more as the journey to look for someone compatible and suitable, that is never easy so that both can build a life of their own. Having the loved ones, then we would be able to rely more to them for most of the things that happen in our daily life, not that we need their help to solve each and every issue identified or to do each things together, but having someone to share some stories, jokes, happenings, laughter, sadness, grieve and etc is always blessful as we need not go through all those alone. I admit that we can always share that with friends, but do remember that friends might not be available 24x7 but hopefully our love one could be avaiable more than that :P

For my case, i have found my love :) Though it took quite some journey and time consuming also it does gave me the bad names at some time as some may have perceived me as player, where i like to play about, flirt here and there. Yes i agree that i flirt, who doesn't flirt being with great individuals? So that we gain acknowledgement and so that they take notice of our existance. I don't really want to walk past someone and that person never took notice of me, no i don't want to be that. So most of the time, while being friendly some may perceive it as flirting. Sigh, can't change how some people may perceive some things of a gesture of friendliness as flirtatious. But to heck with their view or belief, i know what i am doing :) and i know i am not what they perceive me as. Everytime i get know to anyone or a friend, i am being true to them and not with that intention of - I am going to tackle that girl and etc... I am happy being with my loved one now and great that i have found her :) I love her much :D

Hmm...guess that is what i have to say now, if there is more to be said after this where i remember more, i would certainly add it in :) Sigh, a little tired already after blogging so long, let me listen to some music to relax a bit :) Cheers, and may all have the best one deserve for Family, Friends and LOVE !!!

CNY Adverteisement of 2008

For any festive celebration in Malaysia, normally a lot of companies would be having some of the special advertisement for the specific purpose. As for Chinese New Year this year, I found this commercial quite meaningful where it reminds all (chinese) to be back for reunion dinner, also to celebrate the festive season with his/her family members. I think this is quite meaningful and touching where the story is about an orphan where he do not have a family where reunion dinner would be of less or no meaning to him and all that he has for the festive celebration, would be the group of people whom he lived under the same roof. Below is the video taken from the YouTube. Hope you would enjoy the video and understand the true meaning of family and the reason behind the festive season, Chinese New Year.




Wishing all, a very Happy Chinese New Year 2008, the year of the Rat.

Friend or not to Friend?

Yesterday was indeed a nice day. Met one of my old friend, or i would say, once a friend but due to some misunderstanding we just kept our silence until yesterday. The truth has revealed, at least some but not all as she has forgotten some of the minor details which claim unimportant anymore since it has been so long. Knowing me, curiosity rules, i tried my best to dig out the truth but seems it was a dead end as she does have a short term memory indeed. However, we cleared things out and had a great conversation all together.

Our conversation did brought back old memories, of our friendship, of how our life used to be in the old times where we classify it as "The Good Old Days" when most things do not matters, at least for me where living life freely and enjoying it to the fullest was the motto but looking back at now, things seem changed compared to our daily life now. Less exciting and not as care free as what it used to be but this is life to be real.

After having the conversation yesterday, feel quite happy and overjoyed for saving a long left aside friendship and most of all, we get to be friend from now on and also the days to come. Promised her no photo of her on my blog, no details, nothing related to her or what so ever or i would face the death sentence for our friendship which i have sought back since yesterday. I would not want to let it go just like that, hence i would have to abide to her wish and also to my promise.

Bet some of you are thinking, why the hack i am so afraid of her, like when i am afraid of my mum when i was 7 years old not doing my homework and my mum chasing me with a cane or threaten to throw me into the Tasik Titiwangsa or etc when i skip maths class or plan to copy my maths homework from other. Sigh, not that she is comparable to my mum or she = my mum, just that she can be furious at time and for the record, i do not want to make her furious also, why want to get my ass burned? Not wise at all :) Indeed, she was a good friend of mine, what have been and what will be in the days to come. Hope to keep in touch always and thank you for giving us a chance to be friends back. Friendship last forever, it is true if we stay true to friends.

P/S: If you have any doubts on your friends or what so ever, don't hesitate to ask thinking asking is just going to make things worst, believe me by not asking, things might get even uglier :)

Don't go napping everywhere, you end up losing only...

Saw this newspaper report from TheStar at the following URL, Rude shock for guard

Read more from the link above.

The old man was napping there but he was caught. Not the issue that he was caught, just that the treatment that he got from the respective government officials, such disappointment...

As quoted:

I was stripped naked and given a sarong. They also gave me a plastic mat, blanket and pillow,” he said.  

Initially he was refused a call to his employer as he only had 30 sen left on his prepaid phone.  

However, when the officer discovered that he had a Maybank account, and upon giving his PIN number and ATM card, he was allowed to use the handphone immediately, Lim said.  

The officer, Lim claimed, said he would top up the credit on the phone.

Personal Views:

Can the official refuse him his rights to call a person and also to prove his statement that he is not homeless and jobless? I thought we were still relying on evidence rather than the mood of the officer? Obtaining the PIN for the ATM? First of all, is he in the right place to ask for the PIN number? Who is he? His father? Father also can report police if this happens. Helping him to top up or just another way to say, i am going to top-up my wallet using your ATM card, like it or not, i am going to get the money, like it or not, you are going to give me the PIN. PIN = Personal Identification Number and only to be known by the single person only, not on sharing basis.

Sigh, based on the story by the man, hopefully he is not old until 'nyayuk' and if that story turns out to be true, the officer do not deserve to be in the Welfare Department, could it be personal welfare? Guess not...who cares...

"He who holds the authority always find their way through"...

Hope this man get his justice and also the officer in the report. My comments are only based on the facts that the story is actually correct and not based on individual basis. But it would be rather stupid of him to have documented his 'arrest' and then taking his ATM card for a joy ride, it's so stupid at is points it back to him... :)

Looking for the path

These few days i have been quite lazy where i spend it on my bed focusing on the TV. Mostly continuing on the Grey Anatomy and also the House MD series. From my knowledge, i do have quite a number of stuff for me to do this week or which is pending on my waiting list. Those are; prepare my PPR, writing a documentation on the IAD, learn more of the INSITE & IA system, get myself a passport from the immigration department, do some reading, exercise and etc but i end up doing nothing much other than watching movies and series to fill my time. Guess some how i could say i am wasting some of my precious time. God, i really need to get something done properly for life !!!

Tabung Haji rapped for using non-bumi company

KUALA LUMPUR: Umno Youth executive council member Datuk Azimi Daim hit out at Tabung Haji for engaging a non-bumiputra company to supply mineral water for free to delegates and guests at the Umno general assembly.

Azimi queried the rationale for engaging a non-bumi company when all the investors in Tabung Haji are Muslims.

“Don’t tell me there is no single Malay company that is capable of sourcing mineral water. Even I can dig a well, and collect mineral water,” he said when debating the Umno president's policy speech on Wednesday.

Azimi pointed out that Tabung Haji’s move to engage a non-bumiputra company to supply easily available product like water, was not in line with party president Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi’s call to GLCs to jointly shoulder the responsibility to develop the bumiputra commercial and industrial community.

Azimi also hit out at a broadcasting station for interviewing non-Malays who proposed guidelines for Umno speakers.

“We have never set any guidelines when others hold their party general assembly. The duty of Pemuda, Wanita, and Puteri is to use the assembly as a platform to highlight grassroots sentiments. We cannot keep mum,” he said.

Source: http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/11/7/nation/20071107201106&sec=nation

** I read this news, was surprise that they went to all extend to put it on the local newspaper. Why? To share with all people how they were not able to get water for their people for the meet up? Hmm, not a clever move to slap own's face ourselves. So, this is clever move? Beats me, i drink from the tap, not well :)

I am the PROs, stand behind and watch, let me fish out bodies rather than survivors...

http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Thursday/National/2062306/Article/index_html

TIOMAN FERRY TRAGEDY: Body of one victim found By : S. Suganthi

Seng May Ying (centre) being comforted by relatives after her husband’s body was found.
MERSING: Police yesterday recovered the body of 37-year-old Wong Sing Ling, one of the three missing victims of Saturday's ferry mishap, 10.5km from the accident site.
Rompin police chief Abdul Rahman Jalil said the body, which was sent to Hospital Mersing, was found by the search and rescue team at 10.30am, near Pulau Harimau.The body was found by the police air wing. It was brought in from Tanjung Gemok, about 45 minutes from Mersing.Rahman said the search and rescue team saw another body in the sea but attempts to retrieve it failed as it quickly disappeared into the water."It was some 30 minutes after the first body was retrieved about 30m away," he said.

The 120-member search and rescue team had scoured a five-kilometre radius area where the ill-fated Seagull Express 2 ferry caught fire and sank while cruising to Tioman from Mersing.The team was still looking for Chong Yong Kim, 43, from Petaling Jaya and Wong Han Wan, 29, a factory supervisor from Klang.Wong is the fifth victim.

Four others drowned in the incident, which is the second in less than a year. Last November, a 3-year-old boy was killed after a ferry collided with another passenger ferry in Langkawi.In both incidents, passengers complained about the lack of life jackets and of the unhelpful crew.Wong leaves a wife and two sons. Meanwhile, family members of the remaining two missing passengers expressed their disappointment and anger over the way the search and rescue operation was carried out on Tuesday.

They claimed the operation was not carried out seriously and lacked professionalism.Wong Yuh Jen, 24, Han Wan's sister, said the families were told the search and rescue operation would begin at 8am but the team only arrived three hours later."They didn't allow family members to join in the operation. "My sister began crying in front of the officers and only then did they allow us to go," she said, adding that three boats went in the operation.

Sunburnt and filled with emotion, she said the search and rescue team didn't venture into nearby islands to look for the victims."Instead, they only shouted from the boat, calling out the victims' names. What if my brother had fainted or was injured? How could he have responded?" she said as she wiped her tears."These are lives we are talking about, not mere puppets." Chan Ewe Aun, 53, brother-in-law of Sing Ling, said he felt the search and rescue team was not doing enough.Yong Kim's brother, Choong Yoong Fatt, agreed with Chan and was disappointed that helicopters were not sent to look for the missing victims.

The arrival of a civil defence van at the Mersing jetty at 11.20am, with officials carrying stretchers, saw the victims' families rushing to the jetty. Many began to cry openly. Some started praying and chanting loudly.

Seems like the people who is suppose to be helping is not doing enough to help and lack of professionalism. Even mere citizen can think of going nearer to beach side to perform SAR, but the trained professional can't think of it? Shame, shame. All eyes are looking at the related parties, seeing how things will go. Would it be forgotten just like that or would they just be allocated a summon which they can pay within days and then to resume their business?

Dr, no Dr. My FOOT !!!

Went for my full body checkup, pre-employment health check at DrYNnP (can't use full name). The outlook like those old building, first impression - run down and old style. Was imagining if the doctor or nurses would be old aunty and old man. The layout was totally crap, though with a big space but the 'station' is totally messed up. The nurses, rude and not friendly at all, only a few (3) that is friendly and nice. Other than that, menopause came early or hormon imbalance nurses (female).

Thought medical line should be approachable and convincing or friendly? But seems not. Not only the nurses got my big NONO and head shake, the doctor also the same. Saw the doctor, Dr. Peh non stop trying to spit something out from his mouth, 'pui pui pui' even when he is having the consultation session with me. Would a qualified doctor be having such a habit or action in front of his patient? Wanted to comment him on this, but just didn't want to waste the time to comment on someone who is not worth it. Where has his ethic or manners gone to? The people there has pigeon eyes, would know how to distinguish between the rich or poor. Poor service or treatment given to those labeled as not belonging to the high class, good service (with soft voice and manners) for those high class people. How can they, in the service line provide this type of service? Poor service but still charge at high price. What are we paying for?

Sad, sad, sad. Call them doctor, i call them '9 floor doctor' (translate you get 'gau lau yi sang'). Luckily few of my doctor friends are not the same :) Would i go back there again for consultation, no i won't. Not that they don't have qualified doctor, just that their behavoir is not acceptable.

My advice to all mothers out there, don't name your son or daughter the wrong name. Like Dr. Peh, will eventually 'pui pui pui'. Kakaka...

Waiting Patiently. Dying Slowly. Where are you when we need you?

Yesterday night, i saw the online newspaper with regards to the few missing victims from the Tioman Island ferry incident. The link to the mentioned news is available at the following website.

http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Wednesday/Frontpage/20071017163257/Article/index_html

Saw the writeup saying that they have found the body, means it was a dead man after all. It says that the body was found clingging on to two vehicle tyre while floating in the sea. Gosh, when i saw it i was sad and devasted. Why? The reason is due to the the victim might have died due to exhaustion of the heat and the hunger. Imagine he died due to heat exposure in the sea, no fresh water for him, not a single drop, cold in the night and etc. How could he survived it?

He was floating in the sea for about 3 days, 2 night at least. Why was he there so long? Probably the search was not good enough and took too long where it too his life too. Gosh, he was so lucky to got hold of the two float but he still died without hope. So sad to read this on the newspaper.

Sorry and my condolences to all the victims of the ferry tragedy. Hope the authority proceed to take stern actions against them, for being errand and also neglected the welfare and the safety of the passengers.

Hungry G**** Festival

I was at MidValley the other day. Reach there at about 6 plus and was walking up from the car park. Wow, it was so crowded in MidValley, never seen so many people. Some were walking, some were standing, and some were sitting.As though waiting for something. Then I recalled, waiting for the time for the end of fasting for the day. Most of them were waiting on their feasting table, with their food served. All they could do was to stare and wait while the food gets cold. It was just nearly 7pm, another 30 minutes more to go. How could they stand looking at the food while waiting for the right time to come? I can’t stand that if I were them.

Most of the restaurant was having buffet style dinner for the fasting month which includes San Francisco Steakhouse. Imagine that, where could their standard be? Gosh. Everywhere was crowded, I may say occupied with people who only stare at their food and wait for the time to come. Sigh.

Cop under probe for having RM9mil

Reading the news from newspaper really amazed me today. Superintendent having 9Million in his 40. Calculation would be:

RM9 Million = 20 years of service

ON average:

1 year of service = 9 Mil/20 = RM450000/year

How much do i make per year?

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What car i drive?

Aeroback Hero (Wira Aeroback)

Should make him vomit back the money and also plus interest. Nothing is for free and also, butt smacking that's for sure for being a naughty boy !!!

Gloomy Day Outside, Sunny Day Inside ?

It's a gloomy day turned into a rainy day. How about myself would to ask? My mood still okay as today is Friday. Tired, not enough sleep and lazy, but guess can still work today with most enthusiasm and excel. Hope it remains this way throughout.

Came to work, saw my friend’s blog. She is kind of being sad since yesterday, but I was not too good either, that’s why I was not confront by her. I guess she doesn’t want to trouble me further with her issues. Really wonder what’s been wrong for her yesterday through her blog but just can’t seem to find the point there. Guess need to leave it out then as I do not plan to invoke back her injury after a day or two. Just hope she is feeling much better now.

I guess I need to plan out something also for my life. To clearly think what I want, where I want and how I want things to be, can no longer just wait for things to happen as I am turning to 25 in a matter of 9 days. Sigh, getting older means more thing to juggle and can no longer live freely as before, but this is the norm for everyone. From Spiderman, ‘Power comes with responsibilities’. Though I have no special powers, but the power in the phrase would mean the ability to perform something or to accomplish something, it does need responsibilities and also determination. I really need to build those in order to achieve something more in life. More may not be in terms of cash or asset, but quality in life.

Guess life is full of excitement in a way though it may be full of challenges. We just have to find the way around it or just break through it.

The decision is made

It was a boring day, lazy indeed. Hard time waking up and what make it worst is that the traffic is a bit bad this morning. Reach office, saw Sarah. Chat with her for a while before we went for coffee. Not in the mood to work, perhaps still waiting. Waiting for the moment where i broke the news to him.

We had a meeting with the whole team at 4pm, not much after all. As i mentioned to my friend, 'let's see if he can sweep my feet off', guess not as she says eventually, 'there was no wind at all'. Haha.

After a session of Foosball, i decided to go over to see my boss to break the news to him, after long wait time, finally he was released out from his meeting. He ask, 'Y' or 'N'. I say 'N'. He says hmm... then says more to discuss tomorrow. Just that it. After that, i felt relief but later i felt sad. Probably as i have given the final answer, whether to stay or to leave. It is not easy as i have been with the team almost a year in 4 days more to come. One whole year to be where i am now and with the whole team after so many people come and go. Gosh, it ain't going to be easy to live this month plus, especially the last week.

I drove home with a disturb heart and mind. Nothing much to think about as all need to be said has been said. Just don't have the mood, drove as fast as i could. Zoom...and within 40 minutes, i am at Lucky Garden already, waiting for my food to be ready. There i go, back to my home, awaiting for tomorrow to emerge. How would tomorrow be? How would i feel?

The things about Success and Failure

"think doubt and fail, think victory and succeed, i can go thru it... "

How true would this statement applicable for you? People always says, think before you act. When come to think of it, sure will consists of Pros and Cons as we can always see things from both sides. If we only look on the Pros, we call ourselves Optimistic, look only on the Cons, we call ourselves Pessimistic. But in life we are often been advised to have some balance in life, so to choose to be Optimistic or Pessimistic. For my own preference, I would like to have some balance where I would like to be Optimistic yet Pessimistic in life. When I open up myself for possibilities, I can see so much more but seeing much more does not guarantee more is the better. Sometimes in life, the more we get, might not be better and it turns out to be what we have earlier could be the best.

Back to the phrase above, ‘think doubt and fail’. If don’t think rationally, from both side we could end up failing or losing. The second phrase, ‘think victory and succeed’. If everybody think of victory and success but never think of the negative side, would there be so many losers in the society? To be truthful, I think we have to be just in life. Think rationally and not just say ‘I can go thru it’ by just following to phrases like ‘think doubt and fail, think victory and succeed’.
There could be more to the success in life and the success can be of so many variations. If you could settle down with a general definition of success, let me know. That would be your greatest success ever achieve :)


"I CAN DO IT!"

A positive phrase. As short as it can be, as the phrase itself is not too long. It is good to be positive at times :)