It was a boring day, lazy indeed. Hard time waking up and what make it worst is that the traffic is a bit bad this morning. Reach office, saw Sarah. Chat with her for a while before we went for coffee. Not in the mood to work, perhaps still waiting. Waiting for the moment where i broke the news to him.
We had a meeting with the whole team at 4pm, not much after all. As i mentioned to my friend, 'let's see if he can sweep my feet off', guess not as she says eventually, 'there was no wind at all'. Haha.
After a session of Foosball, i decided to go over to see my boss to break the news to him, after long wait time, finally he was released out from his meeting. He ask, 'Y' or 'N'. I say 'N'. He says hmm... then says more to discuss tomorrow. Just that it. After that, i felt relief but later i felt sad. Probably as i have given the final answer, whether to stay or to leave. It is not easy as i have been with the team almost a year in 4 days more to come. One whole year to be where i am now and with the whole team after so many people come and go. Gosh, it ain't going to be easy to live this month plus, especially the last week.
I drove home with a disturb heart and mind. Nothing much to think about as all need to be said has been said. Just don't have the mood, drove as fast as i could. Zoom...and within 40 minutes, i am at Lucky Garden already, waiting for my food to be ready. There i go, back to my home, awaiting for tomorrow to emerge. How would tomorrow be? How would i feel?
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